|| To Have It All ||

    To be honest something within me just wants to have it all. I want to be able to do everything. I want every day of my life to be exciting. I want every day of my life, every moment of it to be perfect. I want to know how it feels when you’re in love. And may be I have experienced it. But I want to live a life when am in love forever- the same energy, the same passion, the same amount of ecstasy. And then I realize that I expect so much from my life already. What if it doesn’t go that way?

My biggest fear in life would be the fear of not being able to live it to the fullest. I want to be able to do what I want to do each and every moment of my life. I want to be energetic and young always. And something within me tells me I can. We all can. There are moments when you feel this is not going good. This could be so much better. And then you feel pathetic. You feel like shit. But then we’re all humans. It is okay to have such meltdowns. Just don’t unpack and live there. Cry it out and then refocus on where you are headed. #ReadThatOnFacebook. Yes, sometimes even “Facebook-ing” can help. I read this somewhere and I want to believe this is true. One can’t wait and think, “Let the perfect time come. Just ex years more. It’ll be great then”. This very moment that you’re living in is that perfect moment. So yeah stop cribbing!

    Sometimes having to wait can be tough. Sometimes heart-breaks can be worse. And failures, oh Crap! That is personal stuff! 😛 I’ve always wondered why can’t things be always great? Why can’t every man you fall in love with be yours. Why can’t I always win? Why didn’t I have all the barbies in the world as a kid? Why do I have to fight? But I’ve fallen in love with this fight. Life’s like so not fun with the fights. So let’s be all energetic and Bring it On!

 May everything bad get the best out of you. Let one of your limitations be your strength. 🙂 Believe yourself. And yeah, hope is every thing. 

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